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Bangel + Cookie Dough 🍪
“Angel. I do…sometimes think that far ahead.”
#btvsedit#atsedit#buffyverse#buffy the vampire slayer#angel the series#bangel#Buffy x Angel#Buffy summers#Angel btvs#*gif#zanisummers#dailybtvs#dailyats#usernaj#otp: how's forever?#just to clarify#I do like that Buffy ends up single and I like the cookie dough speech for what it means for her and her journey of self discovery#I just think it’s kind of adorable that Angel has a meltdown about it lol#he’s waiting patiently and how dare the immortal eat cookie dough!!!!!!!!!!!#the fact that he’s still thinking about it several months later lol what a fucking baby (affectionate)#anyway after many many years#Buffy shows up at Angel’s door with a box of freshly baked cookies (and a prescription for soul anchorage from Willow)#and they live happily every after (or at least their version of it)#Also Spike being so offended on Angel’s behalf is top tier comedy#I’m an enjoyer of The Girl In Question#for the shenanigans#sue me
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I think that the party's communication issues can be summed up as "man, is it awkward to tell someone that you want to spend the rest of your life with them if you've only know them for a few months? Probably."
#isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#listen they will kill for each other but also its such a short time???? like??? thats part of the tragedy tbh#like!!! yeah theyll go back to their previous lives bc who in their right minds throw out everything they were doing before for people youv#only known for a few months and it turns out all of them do bc theyre insane for each other but!!!! like!!!! thats still a big ask!!!!!#yeah lets throw out everything we've ever know to be together lets fucking go and then they do in the end!!!! but!!!#thats because theyre all are ride or die to the extreme for each other!!!!!! far more than siffrin thinks anyone will ever be for him!!!!#anyway I have a lot of feelings about the party and just how bonkers (affectionate) they are#yeah no siffrin I too would not expect people to put aside their previous lives especially if its clear they have other plans#'yeah im gonna invite myself over to your house to live here lol' yeah no I would not assume that!!!!!!!#the issue is more that issue doesnt communicate what he really wants because if they do and his family says no then... being together truly#will end so he doesnt ask so they never will get a no so it never has to end (and has his reason to keep going)#this is turning into an essay in the tags but like. God its a wild set of circumstances so#tbh Siffrin not thinking the party wants to travel together is not wild to me neither is family not communicating#them wanting to be together ALL OF THEM wanting it is... unbelivable in these circumstances#but they do bc theyre all insane and ride or die but the extent of which is a mystery to all of them#anyway thats my essay in the tags#just read the no loops fic where the adults minus siffrin all offer to bring bonnie to bambouche and had FEELINGS about it#my posts
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truly what a guy
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#john doe#john malevolent#my art#ahfdgfghsdd i have so many important things to do but these two have overtaken all of my waking thoughts so i'm fucked to say the least#adgfd i just wanna talk about them with someone but no one i know has the energy for that 12h long infodump#straight up today was my first truly no work day in a few weeks and what did i do? spent half the day figuring out how i want to draw arthur#still not sure if this the direction i wanna take his design in but somehow along the process he ended up as like my ideal look on masc days#tbh i don't have the time to unpack whatever that says about me ywy#john's design is very much still a first draft but i can't think about it too much or i might just actually go insane#this podcast makes me unwell(affectionate)#the universe is so evil for not letting me just draw them all day long ywy#in an ideal world it would be no diploma no uni applications only malevolent#.....i'm gonna stop with the rambling now#so yeah go listen to malevolent
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#SCREAMING AT THIS TWEET#SORRY I'M SORRY as someone who wanted kylo ren to be THIS and he ended up being like THAT#i'm in heaven tbfh i can't wait to watch this show just for Him#heart fucking eyes#anti kylo ren#i try not to hate the way i used to but tagging anti just in case i'm sorry i'mSORRY#i needed to put this somewhere so i could scream about it and i feel like i have a bunch of reylos (affectionate) following me on twt now#idc what you ship or who you like anymore THIS IS FOR ME#star wars#the acolyte
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Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.
G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.
An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........
#the unwanted guest#the unwanted guest spoilers#the locked tomb#ianthe tridentarius#augustine the first#pyrrha dve#palamedes sextus#this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate)#the locked tomb meta#the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though.#of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world#utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there#and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea#when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter#it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level'#she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him#because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing#to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after#IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival#ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god#gaining nothing at the cost of everything
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It’s missing blitzfizz hours….. I miss them so much 😭😭
Warning for long tags
#hc that they’re literally always touching cuz they can’t bear to be apart again after so long#they’re tails are always intertwined or they’re holding hands or laying against each other#just so casually affectionate always#and it’s so nice to have that level of trust and love back after so long cuz they’re bond was so close and they’re so thankful to have#each other back#at first they walk on eggshells a bit but they go back to pre fire almost immediately bc they were so close nothing could truly break them#apart forever ahhhhhhhh#I miss them so much :(((((#they’re literally soulmates.#also the angst of even after everything not getting together and staying apart literally made me cry#it’s why they’re canon in my head I can’t except that after everything they’ve been through they don’t end up together they deserve their#happy ending fuck u tag character count lemme ramble#talk to me about blitzfizz I wanna draw them and my blitzfizz Fankid again#also married blitzfizzarozzie … <3
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i can't deal w/ this. i bought molly's camp uniform on mercari but the seller also sent me a fucking kirsten.
i have three kirstens now (pc 1994, 35th anniversary, and the one i was sent is mid-2000s).
will anyone take a kirsten holy shit.
#american girl#american girl doll#kirsten larson#american girl kirsten#agblr#3 kirstens!#6 year old me would die if she knew i'd end up having three of those fucking things (affectionate)
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this might be targeted to a very specific audience but for the past while i’ve been driving myself nuts bc in crimson rivers, remus is the only one who can tell when sirius is like dissociating right? not even james, his best friend in the world, or regulus, his little brother, can see it the way remus can (“you were gone for a bit, i think”). and the reason i was going nuts is bc i felt like there was something similar to this but for the longest time i couldn’t put my finger on it. but then. THEN i was rewatching thee best show of all time, fleabag, and it hit me. it’s like when the priest is able to tell when fleabag breaks the fourth wall when nobody, not claire, not boo, has ever been able to before (“where did you just go?”)
and idk there’s something so beautiful and kind of heartbreaking to me about that, how maybe only the person who is best described as your soulmate can see even the most minuscule things about you, the parts of you that maybe you didn’t even realize others could see. the things that had been just for you, your whole life, are things that they share in bc they’re the person who knows you and loves you best. i dunno maybe this doesn’t make sense but it makes me kind of teary to think about. it’s just. lovely.
#do you get me or no#they’re in love your honor#no i don’t believe romantic love is the be all and end all of life#but it’s still beautiful#especially with these fucks (affectionate)#yes i whipped out cr AND fleabag the scriptures to find those lines#wolfstar brainrot till i die#rewatch fleabag till i die#fleabag#phoebe waller bridge#hot priest#crimson rivers#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#marauders#em saying things
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Holy shit holy shit holy shit.
Wilbur ended stream and then this happened:
He said "sorry Tallulah, but you are in a cold world", he took off his sword "it takes only one click". But there is no click, no sound, only q!Quackity questioning whether or not to kill Tallulah, silently watching her sleep.
He goes to thr canvas, and draws Tilín, his dead child, and hangs the painted canvas in the wall. The. Looks around, reading the signs that Tallulah used to talk with Wilbur, and then he retracts from what he was about to do.
q!Quackity gives a last watch at q!Wilbur and Tallulah's little wood and dirt house, and he leaves.
And then he ends stream.
#Tilín would not have liked this#the STRESS. and the BITCH JUST ENDS STREAM so happy and chill#cc!Quackity really fucking knows what he's doing. like holy fuck#I can't believe this minecraft server is what is making me feel more things this year#qsmp#qsmp quackity#qsmp Tallulah#qsmp wilbur#the chat was saying at one point. and I'm crying over it#never get attached to a Minecraft server everyone. the content creators sre evil malevolent people (affectionate) (I'm knee down into this#shit)#qsmp :]
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sometimes i feel like the "marcille hates laios" jokes are going a little too far.............
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#marcille donato#like i really fucking hope those are jokes otherwise i'm questioning your reading comprehension#she went from 'laios is a freak (derogatory)' to 'laios is a freak (affectionate)'#she might constantly complain about him & his methods but she's still gonna stand by him & his weird ass at the end of the day!#and lbr by the end of the series they're the ones who know the other best. they've shared things w each other that they haven't w falin#and you want to tell me she hates him??????? come onnnnnnnn#also seeing them summed up as besties or siblings-in-law is baffling to me sorry#unless you've walked your besties/siblings-in-law back from the brink then carry on idk#calemonsito notes
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i am never going to recover from the death shroud radio play actually
#liz blogs#fallout 4#death shroud#its been in my watch later for like 3 months now and i just got around to listening to it all the way through#its got everything. its got nick valentine. it's got Funny Bits. it's got amazing universe writing. it's got a mystery.#its got nick valentine again. yes i'll mention him twice he's my peepaw :) nice old man#i should have expected That Ending with Those Voice Actors Present but i was still Unprepared for where that went#demonicae#bitch. i get it now. i get what you meant by 'it was relevant to my interest in more ways than one.' holy shit#that ending was crack to my brain i tell you#it starts like 'oh yeah thismight as WELL be canon though' and ends like 'oh my god thats so delightfully silly and fanfic-y. ... but still#-relatively in the bounds of canon even with that premise.' its good. oh my god its good#obscure videogame crack lore about glados and claptrap dating my beloved. that's the stupidest shit i ever seen (affectionate)#now THAT is a crackship. they are SO divorced#i was not ready for any of that oh my fucking GODDDDD hELP ME#also i never considered nora and danse dating but actually. thats really funny. she has a type. she just replaced her fucking husband#its basically the same guy twice.
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OKAY. DONE. the update was SOOOOO fucking good i enjoyed that sm
#num speaks#AGAIN SPOILERS FOR TKATB DAYS ONE AND TWO#JUST A WARNING FOR ANYONE WHO HASNT PLAYED!#that was so fucking good actually#ALSO I STILL DONT HAVE THOSE TWO REMAINING CROWE CGS? THE LITTLE PARTS OF THEM I MEAN? I DUNNO HOW TO GET EM#if anyone knows how to get em. pls lemme know. because wdym 1 out of 4 and 5 out of 6 is locked. NO? WHAT?#the little dinner date with sol and getting to nickname him im falling apart#i actually started giggling guys it was embarrassing#BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT#HE CALLED ME AN AFFECTIONATE NICKNAME AND I BROKE FR#im gonna ignore that he drugs us! that last part? didnt happen! we had a nice little dinner date where he was basically my husband and then#yeah whatever! yknow!#im REALLY liking how this is going though#its super interesting i love all the characters#and i am madly in love with both sol and crowe#YIPPEE! WE ALL JUMPED FOR JOY!#going to ignore the bad ending.#i had a blast.#ART.... ART SOON? MAYBE?#cg redraws... sound very fun... esp with the new ones OUGH#SO GOOD SO FUN#does this mean i need to work on my assignment now. GUHHHHHHHH
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Diasomnia Spoilers
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Idia taking a break from his "my-online-bestie-just-closed-all-his-accounts-and-I'm-having-a-mental-breakdown" cry session in his dorm only to see a bunch of thorns outside his window next chapter:
*more shitposting in the tags*
#twisted wonderland#twst#diasomnia chapter spoilers#diasomnia chapter#twst shitpost#so Lilia invited the entire NRC to the party right? also the entire island is under the spell right?#but don't dorms exist on their own little pocket dimensions??? and since Idia is such a loser (affectionate) and stayed behind-#isn't he the ONLY person awake right now?#this is the funniest possible outcome to the 'how the fuck does Idia get dragged into Malleus' mess?' question#'the time I refused to go to a farewell party for some dude I don't know because I was mourning my online bestie's disappearance-'#'and ended up saving an entire island from this other dude who's also part dragon by mistake'#Idia vs Malleus showdown sounds so funny to me#kay shouts into the void
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[blasts you with miscellaneous rinky doodles from our heartbeat event]
#enstars#rinne amagi#niki shiina#rinniki#insanabean#this was just supposed to be an extra funny haha thing but it made me ill so now y'all get subjected to it too#the last bunch are just gesture sketches 'cause. i couldn't do it i couldn't fucking do it#also 'cause i've spent the entire week drawing rinky so i have less than 2 days to read two chapters and answer 123 questions#and exam monday-wednesday (i can choose between which of those days to take it but. still)#yahoo#[throwing gays onto your dash again]#they are in love and it makes me sick (affectionate)#this does not add to the note count btw i am aware we surpassed 1500#but due to the previously mentioned reason on top of the editing required it. it's gonna take me a minute#hopefully by the end of next week but no promises
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sophia seeing cailan's body hanging there when they go back to ostagar, and suddenly all she can see even through the rot and the ruin is just how much he looked like alistair...... :'(
a mental image that totally will not haunt her through alistair's many years on the throne as rebellions and assassination attemps come and go. doesn't send her unhinged and unwise even a little
#I've never played back to ostagar before actually! getting some more delicious trauma for everyone#and also zev was there (affectionate)#oc: sophia amell#warden x alistair#dragon age#dragon age origins#the vibes are slightly weird in the dialogue in this dlc -- this uh. did not seem to be the relationship alistair and cailan had#such as it even was. but hey I got this angst out of it what more can I ask#I had sophia and alistair smooch on the platform place thingy where you meet him for the first time. I am a sap but I am free#what's that post about the unconquerable human spirit that's like 'despite all the horrors I am still horny' again. basically they're that#alistair is honestly The most pocket healed warrior of all time he's got two spirit healers who love him laser focused on him#at all times#(sophia switches between unleashing horrifying amounts of raw magical power on the enemy and going 'oh nooo let me see I'll fix it')#that boy is Protected. wynne and sophia glaring at you past his shoulders like 'he said no FUCKING pickles ok. last warning'#(actually probably sophia would glare at you from like. the height of his armpit; she's Short lol)#also partially why I had to change my canon b/c if alistair was left in the fade sophia would. she would quite simply end the world#long before solas had the time to. she would tear the veil to shreds to get to him. mind and circle mage restraint irretrievably lost#her greatest fear is becoming unmoored (which in many ways also means losing alistair) and everyone else should be afraid of that too#I do like how this playthrough is shaking out tho it feels like a more grown-up version of the story I told with them originally#more complicated and acknowledging the other forces pulling on them (when I was younger I liked the freedom of them both staying wardens)#but it just makes the 'we're sticking together *no matter what*' all the more satisfying and triumphant for me.#we'll find a way and if there is no way we'll fucking make it together :') and they do
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writing polyam is so fun. instead of two people bantering you have three. or more. the chaos. i sat down to write something sweet and now someone is screaming and getting chased through the house
#i am a shadowidomauk enjoyer . i might make a little series. essek is going to fucking kill molly one day (affectionate)#who would win. molly (fast) (melee fighter) or essek (MEAN) (FLOATS) (NOT IN DANGER OF TRIPPING) (GOING IN FOR THE KILL)#the 'kill' is. no. i shan't say. ends only in a little death#'why is caleb not in trouble' 'HE ENABLES YOU' 'aaaaaah fuck me about it' 'I MIGHT'
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